La Vida Loca de La Gringa

The life of a 23 year old missionary who used to live at an orphanage in Mexcio, but is now trying to adjust to living back in the United States.

Friday, January 12, 2007

Waiting

Lately I have really been waiting for the answer to what I am supposed to do with my life and especially right now. It is very frustrating and sometimes I want to give up in despair. This precious poem has helped me and I wanted to show it with other potential "waiters"!

Wait
by Russell Kelfer

Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried;
Quietly, patiently, lovingly, God replied.
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate...
and the Master so gently said,"Wait."

"Wait? you say wait?" my indignant reply."
Lord, I need answers, I need to know why!
Is your hand shortened? Or have you not heard?
By faith I have asked, and I'm claiming your Word.

My future and all to which I relate
hangs in the balance and you tell me to Wait?
I'm needing a 'yes', a go-ahead sign.
Or even a 'no,' to which I'll resign.

You promised, dear Lord, that if we believe,
We need but to ask, and we shall receive.
Lord, I've been asking, and this is my cry:
I'm weary of asking! I need a reply."

Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate
as my Master replied again, "Wait."
So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut,
and grumbled to God, "So, I'm waiting...for what?"

He seemed then to kneel, and His eyes met with mine...
and He tenderly said, "I could give you a sign.
I could shake the heavens and darken the sun.
I could raise the dead and cause mountains to run.

I could give all you seek and pleased you would be.
You'd have what you want, but you wouldn't know Me.
You'd not know the depth of My love for each saint.
You'd not know the power that I give to the faint.

You'd not learn to see through clouds of despair;
you'd not learn to trust just by knowing I'm there.
You'd not know the joy of resting in Me
when darkness and silence are all you can see.

You'd never experience the fullness of love
when the peace of My spirit descends like a dove.
You would know that I give, and I save, for a start,
But you'd not know the depth of the beat of My heart.

The glow of My comfort late into the night,
the faith that I give when you walk without sight.
The depth that's beyond getting just what you ask
From an infinite God who makes what you have last.

You'd never know should your pain quickly flee,
what it means that My grace is sufficient for thee.
Yes, your dearest dreams overnight would come true,
but oh, the loss if I lost what I'm doing in you.

So, be silent, my child, and in time you will see
that the greatest of gifts is to truly know me.
And though oft My answers seem terribly late,
My most precious answer of all is still "Wait".

South of the Border...Down Mexico Way!!!

I just returned last week from visiting Mexico Lindo y Querida (Beautiful and Dear Mexico). It was a wonderful visit, but way too short.

I was not prepared for the cold weather there, so I had people lending me scarves, hats, gloves, etc... It was so COLD!!! It even snowed and Leydi and I went out and played in it until we couldn't feel our hands.

I got to see all my kids at the Ranch and my second family in Juarez!

Anyway I had better get back to work. I just wanted to post something for the one faithful person (probably Feanor) who checks this blog.


La Gringa Loca

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

For Feanor!!!

Hope fades slowly!!! What is up with that, but I guess it worked because I am finally posting.

I am here in the great city of Houston which has been flooding for the past three days. Several people have died now from trying to drive through high water. It has been quite interesting trying to navigate flooded roads, but it is a good thing that I only live five minutes from work.

Nothing interesting is happening in my life. I am working my secretarial job and also a part time job teaching 2 and 3 year olds a couple nights a week at my sister's church. I have finally moved into my garage apartment and it is so cute!

Anyway I hope this short post satisfies you Feanor. Maybe I'll see you the weekend after next. There is always hope by the way!!! ;)

La Gringa Loca

Friday, August 11, 2006

It's Been A Long Time

Hello to all of you out there (hello.... helllo....). I knew it! No one is there. Oh well.

It has been quite a while since I have updated this blog. It has been a difficult time in my life, and I really just didn't feel like writing about it, but now things are starting to look up.

I will put the good stuff that has happened in a nutshell. I finally have a job!!!!! Yeah!!!! It took forever, but I am now working as a secretary at a temporary agency. I get the fun job (and yes it is really fun at times) of placing temp secretaries and receptionists with different companies. It is quite a challenge reading people sometimes and trying to figure out if they are going to be dependable or not, but I like it.

Also I joined a gym in July, and this week I have achieved my personal goal of walking and/or running 4 miles a day. I am working up to 5 miles. It hurts, but it is also a great feeling at the end of every day.

My little apartment is almost ready and I am quite proud of of it. It is going to be cute and rustic.

Well that is all I have to say for the moment. I hope that all of you are well and happy.

La Gringa Loca

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Just Checking In

I am now living here in Houston with my aunt and uncle. I finally have a line on a job and things are starting to look up.

I'll write more later,

La Gringa Loca

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Things About Me

Being tagged by Evan, I decided I had better buckle down and do this. So here it is. Make of it what you will! ;)

Eight years ago: I was 15 and trying to get all my school done every day so I could read, read, read! I believe somewhere around this age we were also practicing folk dances and we had a Civil War ball. Evan, you were really short at that time and Courtney and Bethany were quite little. Also during this time, I was preparing to go to Mexico on a mission trip, which would forever change the course of my life!

*5 years ago I was: 18 and full of independence. I had a job, a car, and I really thought I was something! I had just graduated, and was trying to decide what to do with my life (hey I am still doing that) !

*1 year ago I was: Living and working at an orphanage in Mexico surrounded by “my kiddos”, my older girls, my friends from church, and my best friend.

*Yesterday I: went to Nacogdoches to run a ton of errands, then came home and was entertained by the Yerkes family coming to visit. We had a practice round of impromptu speeches, and then Evan and Caleb discussed their ideas of costumes for the costume party ( I am not giving anything away guys)! It was quite amusing.

*5 songs I know all the words to: Dios de la Creacion (Eddie Woolsey), Esperame (Jesus Adrian Romero), Brave (Nichole Nordeman), Pan de Vida (Jesus Adrian Romero), Held (Natalie Grant).

*5 things I would do with 100 million dollars:
Tithe
Build and run my own orphanage
Provide for my family and my second family in Mexico
Invest
Buy myself some decent clothes

*5 things I would never wear:
Anything with polka dots
A mini skirt
A naval ring
Shoulder Pads in clothes(I hate them)
Well I can’t think of anything else

*5 bad habits:
Procrastination
Taking the offenses of others on myself
Not always being patient
Letting my emotions dictate my moods (not all the time!)
Getting annoyed when Caleb is hogging the computer! :)

*5 biggest joys:
Sensing God’s leading and presence during my quiet times
Being surrounded by all the people that I love (this applies in Mexico, or here in Texas)
Witnessing to people and being there when they actually accept the Lord
Blogging and e-mailing my friends as well as working with pictures online.
Working in a foreign country on the mission field

La Gringa Loca

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Checking In

The days have melted into weeks, and it is now almost a month since I have been home. It is very hard to believe. I haven’t sat around doing nothing since being here. I have been discovering just how busy my family acutally is. There are Boy Scouts, Speech/Debate classes, Co-op, 4H, Horse Shows, etc… I have been running around with them, so there really hasn’t been much time for moping! :) I have also enjoyed helping my mom out with the wash, cooking, and cleaning. It is nice to have a sink to wash dishes in. For 2 ½ years I had to wash my dishes in a little plastic tub.

I got several calls from my boss today asking me how to do things around the office, and this made me a little "homesick".

Anyway this is just a short post to let everyone know I am still alive. I will be posting more later.

La Gringa Loca

Saturday, March 25, 2006


And now for some more recent pics. This is "the two towers" at the victory party for Wayne Christian Posted by Picasa

This is my "second family". Teo is Leydi's (my good friend) brother. This is his wife Lety with their two kids Jair and Abi. Posted by Picasa

This is my "little brother" Guito (George). I was very sunburned that day because I had attended the kid's sports competition. Posted by Picasa

These are some of my friends at the church I attended in Juarez. On the left is Priscilla and on te right is Daniella. Posted by Picasa